More

More. There has got to be more. More than this. And that. More to what has happened. To what is to come. I want more. If this is it.. I am disappointed.

"More what?" This could be the question you ask yourself while reading. I will answer it, but while I do, think on this. "What do YOU want more of?"

My more is not more money, not more time or days, or even sleep. Coffee is debatable but we'll let that one go so I can make my point. To be honest, I am not entirely sure by the end of this blog, you will know what I want more of. I want more life...right? I want more of the life that I am constantly complaining about? No.. that is something I have an abundance of. The "more" I want goes deeper than understanding. It is a desire that is so beyond me all I know is that I seek it. A desire so divine can only come from the One who places it in our hearts. I know there is more, apart from this world. There is a more that suffices all desires and answers all the questions. True contentment of living in the moment.

I want to do more, see more, but more importantly, be more.

Lord, make me more.

Difference between WANT and NEED

The past two years of my life have been some of the most humbling thus far. I thought I had finally figured out this whole balance of understanding Gods plans for my life. Ha. Well I was wrong. I keep going back to the "this is what I WANT Gods plan for my life to be." The humbling part is as soon as I have no idea what I want, He shows me what I need. He has brought people back into my life the past year that have given me hope for a happy future but He s also showed me His timing is the only timing . God giveth and God taketh away. I ve gone through one of the biggest heartaches in about
A decade recently. It aches incessantly however I find myself..okay. I took a stand on my faith and it cost me someone I care very much for. It's hard to deal with the idea of loss but I gave up and a love that will end for one that is eternal. I thought I knew what I wanted, yet Christ showed me what I needed..and that was Him. It's about time I start getting my priorities straight....