Untitled Misery

I am confrontational. I am blunt. I overreact and I am one hell of a fighter. I had a relationship in high school that was based on messing with emotions and leading each other to believe each others crap just to save face. Well I'm not saving face anymore. I refuse to hurt people by avoiding a hard conversation just because I am worried about how it will reflect on me. So yes, I can be hateful. But I'm honest. I am tired. So stinking tired of the roller coaster of emotions that come with the games. Tiptoeing around feelings and denying reality is sooooo much harder. So I am tired. I am tired of hurting people and I am tired of riding the roller coaster. So I'm getting off and walking away.