Home and Decisions to be made.

Just when you think you have your life figured out...you don't.

Hmmm...Wow, the depth of that statement caused me to stagger a bit.

I have a long list of decisions to make when I get back from Christmas break. I want the next 48 hours to go as quickly as possible, and then after that slow down to snail speed. I cannot begin to explain how much I need to be home. To actually reside in a "home" again is something I have looked forward to since the moment I left my grandparents a few weeks ago. You take advantage of what living in a home really means until you just live in a house. So yeah, I live in a beautiful, million dollar house, but I would take our 2 bedroom/5 people house on Gordon Street in Concordia because it was an actual home. So as I stare into my mind and try to picture my future, the things I have learned these past 6 months glare back at me and remind me to focus on what is most important. I have been blessed with so many supportive people who have been guiding and helping me through these first stages of adulthood. I am just sad they don't live closer to me...
It snowed today for the first time in weeks. I felt like a kid in a candy store. I actually started to cry a bit because I wanted snow so bad. I was getting a little depressed living in Colorado in December and it being 70 degrees out.