Funny how I was going to start writing about how I was losing my sanity before I decided to see if my sister had posted today. She did. What was her topic about? Sanity. It must be that time of year...or the full moon....or just this crazy thing we all call life.
I know myself enough to know this feeling I am beginning to get in the pit of my stomach. I have begun to allow myself to cry when I am alone, which means my emotions are reaching the brim. I have begun to think of traveling to the farthest place possible, which means I am over stressed. And I have become more impulsive the past few days. What does this all mean? Grace is on the verge of a breakdown and she knows it, so she will diffuse it by doing something dramatic. The key will be deciding what she will take out all her pent up aggression on. Last time it was her poor hair. What shall it be this time? Black fingernails? Should I pierce my nose? Get a tattoo? Go cliff jumping? Buy a car? Buy a one way ticket to Europe and become a bum?.....
Lord, send your angels to protect me for what is to come...
Is it bad that this made me laugh a little? Not at the being stressed part, just that you know exactly what is going down and you just go with it :)
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It's good that you recognize what's going on...I usually don't until after the fact and then wonder why I didn't see the signs. By the way, Florida is a lot closer and cheaper than Europe, plus you wouldn't have to be a homeless bum. :)
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